Blogmas Day 10: I persist with confidence.
Sorry, no affirmation today, but here's a rant instead:
There's so many things that attribute to confidence, but today I'll use calmness as an example. I'm finding it quite hard to tame my nerves for an exam I'm having next week. I literally cannot make sense of the prof's powerpoints or thought pattern in general. It feels like she's stringing one subject after another, without really expanding on any one real topic. The readings have no direct relation to the powerpoints (I'm guessing she thinks they're important in some way?) I am incredibly frustrated about this because none of her notes have one singular theme, and they certainly have no flow. I am so mad. I really have to calm the f*ck down.
WORST. PROF. EVER.
WORST. T.A. EVER.
I went on ratemyprof & found solace in the fact that a lot of people felt the same way about her. She teaches a 200-level class like it's a 400-level class, and after everyone pretty much shat bricks for the reflection paper and midterm because she graded really hard and provided no support nor detail, she had the audacity to tell us that we had to "work for it".
I'm literally on the verge of flippin' a table here. No, erase that, I've flipped many-a-hypothetical-tables in my head at this point already. I think I'm calming down now. I haven't found a resolution, except to stop reading her damn powerpoints and attempt to read the book instead. At least the book will have coherence and will actually MAKE SENSE.
At least this meme makes me laugh.
Sorry you had to see this side of me; but i'm only human and I do get angry too. I really value honesty and i'd hate for my readers to only be getting one side of the story. I like to keep it real as much as I can!
Hope you still love me,
Chelsea
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